Hi! I feel exactly the same as you! I have also driven everyone mad talking about, and also drinking every night as I'm so exhausted and stressed from being bored. Oddly enough I am looking to change to part time work and also open up an online business, so I hope it is still working out for you! I am glad I found this post and everyone says I have nothing to moan about - that I'm being paid well for a mediocre job and I should be happy to have a job. However, I too feel like it's driving me absolutely mad. Even on my birthday I couldn't switch off from thinking about it. Anyway, best wishes!